Pain!

Not sure if I mentioned this in the other post but my heel (inner right heel) is hurting really bad. It's like this sharp piercing pain in my heel. I'm taking the ibuprofen and the pain killers I got from the doctor but they don't even really work. Yesterday I called the doctor's office and the front lady told me she'll have the nurse call me back and no one called me back. Yesterday I think was the worst sleep ever! I think the pain is just going to get worst and worst until I get this splint off! This morning my ankle was hurting a bit but that was nothin compared to my heel at night. So today I decided to make a drug log to see how much medicine I am taking. I don't want to be addicted to it or mess up my stomach!  I have faith in God that he will help me through all this.  If it wasn't for him I would be here!

After surgery update

So it's been 10 days after my ankle surgery and I'm doing ok except that now heel is starting to hurt. Just earlier I moved the bottom piece of the splint back a little to give my heel room to breath!  Taking a bath is not so good! Like I told my mom I showered but im not fully clean! Im still waiting until next week when I go get my new x rays and go back for my first check up. But all I've been doing is laying on my bed and on the couch. Watching movies, korean dramas, tv and reading. I've been so frustrated something that I get mad at everything everybody does. I have sleep through the night much. Most of the time I finally fall asleep at 4am. My hairs been falling out a lot. Too much stress! Other than pain I'm doing ok! Until next time!

D day

So today is the big day! Ankle surgery day. Done with reg now just waiting for them to come get me. Its 736am got here at 700am. Pray that everything will go smoothly and safe

Update: waiting for surgery to be prep! The nurse put an iv in my arm and mothers of goodness it hurted cause he said it was pretty far in and he had to dig around for it! Ouch!

More blood needs to be drawn

The hospital just called me to go back because one of the blood thingy was good! What to do that stuff hurts.  But I guess I have to go back

Last day before surgery

Today is the last day before D-Day and im nervous, scared, stressed and almost every emotion in the book! Im more nervous to do ankle surgery than my gallbladder surgery! Not sure why I just same maybe because this is what holds me up! I need my ankle my bone to go good! I dont know what to do anymore!  I feel like everyone around me is getting tired of helping me except my mom but she isnt that well in health! So I dont want her to help me much but she seems to be the only one who looks like they are willing!  I pray that God holds me tight as right now I need him most! I feel so stressed out that I just want to sit or lay in my case and cry cause I feel like I cant do anything about anything!

730am

Today is April 4, 2014! Today I have to go pre-register for my surgery tomorrow.  I remember the lady at the doctor's office called me three times to go or not to go! So my calendar I have it written then crossed out then written again! They were all confused on what to do since my surgery was on Saturday morning!  Pray that God is with me and keep me safe and that the surgery will be successful tomorrow!

Broken Ankle

On March 22 2014 I went ice skating with our church youth group and ended up braking my right ankle. So the right fibula! Hurted like a bitch. Went to the e.r there (I was out of town) got x rays then went back to the lobby to wait. The doctor came out and told me that it was broken but maybe didnt need surgery and they were going to take me into the room to get a splint. I was thankful that I didnt need surgery.  After hours of waiting in the room the nurse and doctor finally came in. Then the doctor told me yes I might need surgery!  They gave me my discharged paper and I was out of there.
Then on March 24 2014 I went into a clinc and they gave me a boot and a referral to see the bone doctor!
The first week of braking I swear the pain was not good. I was wake up with throbbing pain from my feet to my knee! Finally the second week I can finally have a better sleep!
So today April 3 2014 I finally get to go in to see the bone doctor!  He told me I had to have surgery! I seriously wanted to cry. I was so scared that I totally forgot to ask any questions! He was talking to the lady on the computer in their doctor language and then he told me "ok im going to schedule your surgery for this Saturday" I tried to opt out of surgery but he said it would never heal! Then I was just like "fuccckkkk"
So today is two night before surgery!  I actually cried a little earlier because I was so stressed and scared! I dont know what to do! Im trying mt hardest to be brave but on the inside im fucken dying! I'm not good with pain I can't hardly tolerate anything not even cramps!