Broken Ankle

On March 22 2014 I went ice skating with our church youth group and ended up braking my right ankle. So the right fibula! Hurted like a bitch. Went to the e.r there (I was out of town) got x rays then went back to the lobby to wait. The doctor came out and told me that it was broken but maybe didnt need surgery and they were going to take me into the room to get a splint. I was thankful that I didnt need surgery.  After hours of waiting in the room the nurse and doctor finally came in. Then the doctor told me yes I might need surgery!  They gave me my discharged paper and I was out of there.
Then on March 24 2014 I went into a clinc and they gave me a boot and a referral to see the bone doctor!
The first week of braking I swear the pain was not good. I was wake up with throbbing pain from my feet to my knee! Finally the second week I can finally have a better sleep!
So today April 3 2014 I finally get to go in to see the bone doctor!  He told me I had to have surgery! I seriously wanted to cry. I was so scared that I totally forgot to ask any questions! He was talking to the lady on the computer in their doctor language and then he told me "ok im going to schedule your surgery for this Saturday" I tried to opt out of surgery but he said it would never heal! Then I was just like "fuccckkkk"
So today is two night before surgery!  I actually cried a little earlier because I was so stressed and scared! I dont know what to do! Im trying mt hardest to be brave but on the inside im fucken dying! I'm not good with pain I can't hardly tolerate anything not even cramps!